My connection

The fear takes away
what I cherished the most
Leaves this creature of rainbows
a colourless ghost
The deepest sensations
filled my being with joy
All for the existence
of this beautiful boy
The purest of wanting
had opened my soul
I felt right in place
as a part in the whole
A torrent of being
had flooded my life
And gave me acception
to end inner strife
But the fear is now taking
a hold of my core
Stirs stillness with shaking
as never before
But even in rupture
I find there's the time
To go in to rapture
and feel the sublime